AN  OPEN  LETTER  TO  THE  HONORABLE  SYRIAN  ORTHODOX  PEOPLE EVERYWHERE

FROM  THE  VERY  REV  FR  JOSEPH TARZI,. PHD

 

To the honorable Syrian Orthodox people wherever they are.

Blessing and greetings in the Lord,

            I have kept silent for a long time with regard to what has been and still is going on in our Archdiocese of the Western United States in general, and in St. Ephraim Cathedral in particular.  Some tendentious people among the supporters of Bishop Eugene Kaplan embarked upon discrediting me and damaging my reputation through fabricating many false and baseless stories out of their imagination.  Many people have been wondering why Fr. Tarzi is keeping silent and not refuting what the Bishop and his supporters are saying about him.  However, I deemed wise to keep silent in respect to the Bishop and for the sake of containing the problem and not letting it reach alarming proportions.  I could have done without writing this letter, but the Bishop chose to defame me and damage my reputation by sending a letter of defamation of character to the people of the Archdiocese.  In that letter, he fastened on me accusations that are not only baseless but also absurd and flimsy.  The Bishop dared to say in the said letter, “We have not done and will not do injustice to any of the priests of our Archdiocese…,” when he knows very well that the injustice he has inflicted on me and on my family has no parallel in the modern history of our Church.  Furthermore, he has unleashed his followers to go to extremes in slandering me and hurling accusations against me.  For these reasons, I undertook to write this letter to refute his claims, covering the subject from all its sides, seeking comprehensiveness and conciseness at the same time, and starting from the day the Bishop departed Los Angeles in his long trip.

 

THE LONG TRIP OF THE BISHOP

            I took the Bishop to the airport on February 9, 2002.  He was supposed to return on March 3.  All that I knew at the time was that he was going to his annual trip to Sweden and Europe.  His absence was prolonged. He spoke to me twice during his contacts with the secretary, Mrs. Dianna Abu Ata.  He never contacted me directly, an indication of his belittling and disrespect to me.  I asked him about the reason for the delay of his return, and he answered he was sick and receiving treatment.

            The holy Passion Week had already arrived.  During that week, I called him twice inquiring about his health status and return.  He could not designate a date.  I asked for his permission to announce his health problem and ask the congregation to pray for his recovery.  He granted permission.  I did announce this in the Easter Mass and asked the faithful to pray for him.  After this, I lost contact with him.  His cellular phone never responded.

            I traveled to Syria early June 2002 to attend my nephew’s wedding, after obtaining permission from His Holiness the Patriarch and from him.  In this trip, I visited His Holiness who assured me that the Bishop was sick and receiving treatment.  His Holiness said further, that the Bishop could not fly because of his illness and thus was unable to return to his Archdiocese to receive treatment there.  Four days after my audience with His Holiness the Patriarch, and while I was still in Aleppo, I was surprised to learn that Bishop Kaplan was in Damascus.  I spoke to him on the phone.  He said he was still sick and receiving treatment.  I carried the news accurately to our parishioners and to our community in Southern California at large except the news of his existence in Damascus.  I told everyone that the Bishop was sick and receiving treatment.

            In the mean time, we received news from many sources that the Bishop had suffered huge financial losses.  I do not want to reveal these sources out of my magnanimity and for the sake of protecting these sources.  However, I ignored this news and continued to tell people that the Bishop was sick at the time when those who are close to him today were backbiting him, slandering against him, and spreading defamatory statements against him.  Today, the very people who did this are flattering him and causing severe anguish to the pastor of the Cathedral and its faithful and honest parishioners.

            Towards the end of July 2002, I received a personal letter from His Holiness the Patriarch.  In that letter, His Holiness informed me that in addition to the Bishop’s illness, the Bishop was trying to collect a consignment, deposited for the Church in a bank account in Holland under the name of the Bishop.  Since His Holiness did not order me to read the letter in the Church, I did not do so, especially since it was addressed to me personally.  In the meantime, the Archdiocese Council asked me to call for a meeting to discuss the absence of the Bishop and its consequences.  In spite of the fact that His Holiness had assured me more than once, when I met him in Damascus and in the following telephone conversations that I had all the powers of the Bishop, being his vicar, I did not act of my own.  I called His Holiness to consult with him and to ask for his permission.  I also asked him if he wanted me to read his letter to the members of the Council.  He granted permission for all.  I called the Archdiocese Council for meeting and read to them the letter of His Holiness.  After adequate discussion, the Council decided to write an inquiry letter to His Holiness, which they did.  I had absolutely nothing to do with writing that letter, and until this day, I do not know anything about its content.  The parish councils of the churches of the Archdiocese contacted each other and called for a meeting.  They met and later sent a letter to His Holiness.  I had nothing to do with this meeting and no clergymen attended it.  I informed His Holiness about this meeting.

 

THE SITUATION AFTER THE BISHOP’S RETURN FROM HIS LONG ABSENCE

            I was surprised to hear the Bishop blaming me publicly, in his sermon on Sunday September 22, 2002, that is, the next day of his return, that I did not do my duty in his absence.  Until this day, I do not know what I was supposed to do that I failed to do in his absence!  Until this moment, I do not know what my guilt is after all that I did in his absence to protect his reputation!  On the third day of his return, I visited him in his office and had a long conversation with him.  I delivered him a 7-page letter explaining candidly all that happened in his absence.  I told him, “I am not going to talk about your long absence from the Archdiocese, its reasons and consequences.  This is not a concern to me anymore now that it is something of the past.”  However, I felt that the Bishop was not interested in what I was saying, and that his intentions were not good.  Sure enough, he started treating me unfriendly.  He soon broke off relations with me and stopped talking to me almost completely.  He would talk to me in few words when it was absolutely necessary, often through the secretary.  Thus, he ignored me completely. He would not even feel that I existed.  He started telling people that I conspired against him together with Fr. Abjar Bahko, who had been suspended and stripped of his Cross during the Bishop’s absence.  His malicious supporters and friends began spreading rumors that I was to follow Fr. Abjar, my salary was to be reduced, and that I would be cast out of my office.  In the meantime, the Treasurer of St. Ephraim, his wife, and some of his colleagues and friends from inside and outside the Parish Council, all very close to the Bishop, started a vicious defamation campaign against me.  They invented false information on my salary claiming that I was receiving a huge salary of imaginary figures, etc.  Among the most malicious of those was, and still is, the notorious fabricator of falsities and the closest friend and advisor of the Bishop, or rather the Bishop’s confidant, who has made it his only business to fight me with any means. This character, who is still terrorizing and ravaging the Cathedral, is the one who spread the false rumor that I was receiving $12,000 from the Church as monthly salary, and that I owned many businesses, and other disgusting lies.  A Parish Council member and his wife declared publicly that they entered the Church boards and councils specifically to get rid of me.

            The Bishop confirmed the statement of these malicious people when he contacted me ordering me to evacuate my office.  He said that my office befitted a Bishop and not a priest, and that he brought monks and thus more space is needed and other excuses.  I went to see the Bishop and said to him, “If you were really in need of my office, and our relationship was cordial, I would have gladly offered you my office, but it is quite clear that you intend to hurt me and humiliate me in order to pave the way for getting rid of me.”  I asked him to put the matter off pointing out that the congregation was in turmoil because of his long absence, his alleged financial adventures and losses, for refusing to tell the truth about what went on in his trip, and for refusing to meet with his faithful to discuss the matter.  I advised him earnestly to meet with the congregation and reveal to them the details of his prolonged trip, but he showed no interest in what I was proposing.  I warned the Bishop that his attitude in this matter, particularly his intention to drive me out of my office, might lead to an up-rise in the Church, something that no one of us wanted.  However, the Bishop insisted on his demand despite mediation of some peace lovers.  Then I asked the Bishop to charge me with the responsibility of securing and preparing a proper office for him that would be larger and much better than mine.  He ignored my proposal, and I left him very disappointed.

            In the face of this tyrannical behavior, and because the congregation had already been agitated and angry as I mentioned above, a few of them got together and formed a committee to oppose the Bishop’s oppressive and offensive actions.  Contrary to the Bishop’s claim, I had nothing to do with this whatsoever.  The Committee drafted a petition asking His Holiness the Patriarch to remove the Bishop.  The malicious band, however, whose only goal was to destroy the pastor of the Cathedral, convinced the Bishop that I was behind this movement, and that I was meeting with them, etc.  Thus, the Bishop wrote to me on December 10, 2002, an offensive warning letter (an ultimatum) ordering me to stop and silence the Opposition movement, charging me with the responsibility of their action.  He accused me of instigating trouble and turmoil.  He demanded that I submit to him in total obedience, as if I disobeyed him!  What is worse is that the sign of my obedience, he said, would be to silence the Opposition.  I call upon you, dear readers, to use your conscience and make a judgment!  Anyway, the Bishop gave me 10 days to comply with his orders; or else he would take disciplinary actions against me.  I responded to his letter in writing refuting all his accusations, and I sent a copy of my response to His Holiness the Patriarch.

            Few days after my response to the warning letter of the Bishop, Fr. Hazail Sawmeh visited me in my office and proposed that I write a letter to His Holiness the Patriarch denying the existence of any relation between the Opposition and me.  I asked him what the purpose of such a letter was.  He said if I did that, His Holiness would dissociate me from the Opposition.  Fr. Samweh wanted me to add the following sentence to the text, “I have learned that an episcopal committee is coming to investigate; in my opinion there is no need for such a committee to come.”  I asked, “Why?”  He answered, “For, if such a committee comes, you will be out of the whole matter, that is, you will not be part of the investigation.”  I asked Fr. Sawmeh, “What about evacuation of my office, and will the Bishop stop associating me with the Opposition?”  He said he would try to convince the Bishop to abandon the idea of taking my office away and to dissociate me from the Opposition.  I asked, “What assurances can you offer to me that the Bishop will honor his word?  I know him very well;  he would always break his promises and violate agreements.”  “His Holiness and I are witnesses in this case,” Fr. Sawmeh said.  “Very well,” I said, “I will write the letter gladly, because I have nothing to do with the Opposition, indeed.”  Fr. Sawmeh proposed that I write a letter of apology to Bishop Mor Clemis.  “What do you want me to apologize for?” I asked, “I have not done anything that calls for apology.  Had I done anything wrong, I would not have hesitated to go to him to apologize.  Furthermore, if I go to him and apologize, I would fasten to myself a guilt that I have never committed.  The Bishop will show my apology to everyone saying, ‘look, if the priest was not guilty, he would not have written a letter of apology.”  Fr. Sawmeh replied, “Then apologize to him verbally even though you have done nothing that warrants apology, if only for the sake of peace.”  “Very Well, I will do that,” I said.

            I wrote the requested letter and faxed it to His Holiness.  I received a nice reply from His Holiness.  Few days later, I took a copy of the said letter to the Bishop and said to him, “If you think I have done anything wrong I apologize and ask for forgiveness.  Let us open a new chapter.”  After I did this, I thought things had gone back to normal between the Bishop and me.  However, about ten days later, I was surprised to see Fr. Sawmeh coming to my office saying, “Father, I come to you with much disappointment.”  “What is the matter?” I asked.  He said. “Bishop Eugene asked me to deliver you the following message:  that you are to evacuate your office within few days or else he will suspend you from services.  The letter of suspension is written, signed and ready to be delivered.”  I asked him, “What happened? Why has the Bishop changed his mind?  What happened to our agreement and the understanding we had reached?  Were you and His Holiness not going to be witnesses?  Did I not tell you that this Bishop is known for breaking his promises and violating agreements?”  “You are right,” he said, “However, it is my duty to deliver you his message.”  “How did he justify his action?” I asked.  He answered, “He claims you were late in delivering him a copy of your letter to His Holiness.”  I asked him, “Are you convinced of the validity of his claim?”  He answered, “No.”  Imagine, my dear readers, the Bishop gives me this treatment just because I was a little late in giving him a copy of my letter to His Holiness.  The delay was because I had to be with my mother in the hospital.  She had fallen on the same day, and at the time I was writing my letter to his Holiness, and broken her hip.  I had to rush to the hospital immediately after faxing the letter to His Holiness.  In the following few days I had to be with my mother who had serious surgical operations.  Fr. Sawmeh and the Bishop knew this.  Yes, this was the reason for the delay, what a pretext!

            My answer to Fr. Sawmeh was, “It is quite obvious that the Bishop is looking for pretexts to get rid of me, it is futile to deal with him.  Tell him to do what he wants.”  Fr. Sawmeh, nevertheless, suggested that we go to see the Bishop and discuss the matter with him further.  I was convinced that talking to him would be useless, but I agreed reluctantly to go lest I would be accused of not cooperating with peace efforts.  We went right away to the Bishop’s residence and started talking to him.  I asked the Bishop what the reasons for changing his stand were; he once again told me that I must stop the Opposition.  It is worthwhile to mention here that he did not reiterate that the reason was the delay in handing him a copy of my letter to His Holiness.  The Bishop kept on talking for a while.  Fr. Sawmeh stopped him saying, “Sayyedna, it is not clear from your talk what it is that you want from Abouna, why do you not define your demands?”  The Bishop answered saying, “First:  Abouna must stand in the altar and condemn the Opposition and order them to stop.  He must urge them to obey the head of the Archdiocese, and declare clearly and publicly that he is against the Opposition.  In addition, he must break relations totally with all those who continue their opposition.  Second:  He must evacuate his Office.”  I asked him, “Do you have other conditions?”  He answered, “Not for now.”  I asked him, “If I fulfill these conditions, will you still go ahead and bring another priest, especially since you know you are doing this to agitate and marginalize me in preparation to get rid of me?”  “Of course”, he said, “I am going to do this in response to a petition that carries one hundred and some signatures.  I cannot ignore the petition.”  I said to him, “You can easily tell this minority of only 20 families that this is not the right time, especially since you were the one who asked them to prepare that petition.”  He answered, “I cannot do that.” I said, “Why then are you asking me to fulfill your conditions?”  I got up and asked permission to leave saying, “Do whatever your conscious dictates.”  Fr. Sawmeh is witness to what I write here.  Imagine, my dear readers, the Bishop could not ignore a petition that carried only one hundred and some signatures, but he easily ignored a petition carrying about 900 signatures asking him to reinstate me and not to bring another priest!

 

THE FIRST EPISCOPAL COMMITTEE

            We thought that the Episcopal Committee (the first one) would come to find facts and investigate the problem of the Bishop, which is the real reason for the severe ordeal that the Church is going through.  Alas! The committee came only to strive and try to find pretexts to convict me and exonerate the Bishop.  Everyone knows that I had absolutely nothing to do with the financial adventures of the Bishop.  It was obvious that the outcome of the so-called “investigation” had already been defined before the arrival of the Committee.  Its mission thus was only a formality.  Its report came to confirm this.  One could easily see that the two members of the said Committee were laboring themselves and trying hard to find guilt in me, but to their disappointment, they found nothing.  Therefore, they wrote down what they heard from the few malicious prejudiced people who harbor hate and enmity to me, as I mentioned earlier.  The two members ignored my version of the story completely.  What they wrote in their so-called “Report” about me calls for shame.  Besides being ridiculous, laughable and shameful, they have no basis of truth.

 

THE SITUATION AFTER RECEIVING THE PATRIARCHAL ENCYCLICAL

            You all know about the reaction to the Patriarchal encyclical, and there is no need to mention it here.  What is of interest, however, is that the Bishop handed me a letter in Syriac on the morning of Sunday June 14, 2003.  In that letter, he asked me to speak to the congregation from the altar condemning those whom he called “trouble makers”, and calling the faithful to renounce conflicts.  He threatened me with punishments if I did not comply.  Anyhow, I did comply the way he wished.  Hundreds of those who attended the Mass on that day would testify, including Fr. Sawmeh who was present, and who called me later from Damascus to tell me that His Holiness was very much pleased of my speech and conveyed to me his thanks.

            I sensed that the Bishop was somewhat pleased, too.  I saw some change in his attitude towards me.  However, to my disappointment, he soon turned once again against me (within ten days) when he saw someone distributing flyers in the social hall, as if I were the one responsible for that.  The Bishop and his supporters wanted me to act as a police officer over the faithful.  They would love to place me at the tip of the gun barrel.  They wanted me to carry out their wishes and do their job for them.  The malicious and prejudiced supporters of the Bishop often wondered saying, “Why does Abouna not silence the ‘trouble makers’ inside the Church especially since he is known to demand silence during worship even of children.  He often would stop the sermon until they are quite.”  These people are trying to compare two quite different things.  In the first case, the matter concerns the fact that the faithful must keep quite always during worship.  In the second case, the matter concerns the existence of an acute conflict between the vast majority of the congregation and their Bishop because of serious wrongdoing of the latter, and I wanted to stay neutral.  There is also a deep division among the congregation, and I do not want to be part of this conflict, and look as if I were taking sides and defending the obvious wrong actions of the Bishop or covering up for him.  The difference between the two cases is quite clear.

 

THE SUSPENSION LETTER

            In the morning of Tuesday September 30, 2003, the Bishop sent me the suspension letter the content of which is known to you from the defamation letter, which was sent to every Syrian Orthodox family in the Western Archdiocese.  What he excluded in that letter of defamation of character was his short Syriac letter to me in which he ordered me to evacuate my office in three days.  In this letter, he further threatened me saying, “If Opposition continues, I shall ask His Holiness the Patriarch to strip you of priesthood.  If after stripping you of priesthood the Opposition still continue, I shall ask His Holiness the Patriarch to excommunicate you.”  The Bishop told those who tried to mediate that it was too late because the Khouri (the priest) did not contact him after he received the suspension letter to ask about the reasons for his suspension!  Why should I ask about the reasons of suspension when he listed them in detail in the suspension letter?  To those who contacted me to mediate, I said, “I am prepared to go to see the Bishop now if he abandons his impossible condition that I silence the Opposition.”  Because the Bishop repeatedly refused to eliminate this condition, what is the use of me going to see him?  He is demanding that I apologize to him, ask for forgiveness, repent and silence the Opposition.  What have I done to ask for forgiveness?  What am I guilty of, so that I may go to him repenting?  Furthermore, does he not know by now that I am unable to stop the Opposition?  Why is he imposing on me such impossible conditions, which embrace a great deal of injustice and tyranny?  How could he order me to evacuate my office in three (3) days when he knew that it was impossible to do so because of the huge number of items to be moved unless 10-15 people helped me to accomplish the task?  I would like to see him moving his library in 3 days!  Thus, the Bishop did not wait more than a few days after which he broke into my office in my absence in a revengeful manner, changed the lock, and inactivated the alarm so that I may not have access to my office.  What an uncivilized, indecent, unethical, malicious and disgraceful behavior!  Those who perpetrated such an act have neither conscience nor the minimum level of decency.  They did this to a pastor who spent the better part of his life building this Cathedral, which he presented to the Bishop on a golden plate.  Yes, I delivered the Cathedral to him when it was at the peak of its glory, progress and prosperity, and he destroyed it brutally and took it, him and his band of hateful supporters, to the lowest level possible.  In addition, I kept requesting access to my office for a whole month to remove my belongings, but I was met with stalling.  Finally they “granted me permission” under the condition that two parish council members would be present while I moved my belongings.  Irrespective whose idea this was, the Bishop must have approved it if not he himself initiated it.  They thought I was a thief like some people, and that I might steal something!  What a shame!  What is there in my office except my own belongings excluding some equipment such as computers and the like?

            I learned later on, that the suspension letter had already been written before the Bishop left Los Angeles for Damascus to attend the meetings of the Holy Synod.  Furthermore, the decision to suspend my services was taken weeks before his departure to Damascus.  His band knew and talked about it including a priest of the Archdiocese.  Bishop Kaplan had informed some other bishops about it before his return to Los Angeles.  From here, we can see the fallacy of his accusations to me listed in the suspension letter.  Among these accusations is his complaint that I did not welcome him after his return from Syria when the decision of suspending my services had already been taken before his departure to Syria.  We also have come to know that the Bishop had summoned approximately 30 people to his residence the evening of Monday 29 September 2003, that is, the night before I received the letter of suspension.  The meeting, we are told, was to break the news of my suspension to his “chosen advisors” and to discuss the matter with them, although the suspension letter had already been written, signed, sealed, and placed before them.  Except for two or three people, all the attendants were of his clique who was his rubber stamps.  They were all of those who yearned to see this day, and Bishop Eugene Kaplan realized their dream, and so their great rejoice came to completion.  Such is Mor Clemis; he always ignores the honest faithful and noble vast majority of the congregation and picks up the hateful prejudiced small minority for carrying out his plans and rendering his decisions the legality he lacks.  He cannot extract this legality except from a small malicious minority hostile to me.   If he were to be fair and consult the people in their majority, he would have been faced with stiff resistance and opposition to his decisions to suspend my services.

 

 

REBUTTAL OF THE CLAIMS AND ACCUSATIONS IN THE SUSPENSION LETTER

1.  In the beginning of his letter of suspension, the Bishop claims that I have not been obeying him and have become insolent for almost a year.  As such, the Bishop acknowledges that in the years before the last, I was obeying him and I was not insolent, hence there were no problems.  It follows that his complaints to people, other bishops, and to His Holiness the Patriarch that since the beginning, that is, ever since he came to this Archdiocese, I have been neither cooperating with him nor obeying him is false and baseless by his own admission. False and baseless also is his claim that I never wanted a bishop in Los Angeles, and that I have been creating problems.  His statement proved beyond any doubt that the problems started after his return because of his prolonged absence and his involvement in grave financial misappropriations, and because of his refusal to admit guilt.

            In addition, the Bishop takes pleasure in fastening accusations on me in order to justify the grave injustice he inflicted on me.  Your Eminence, Why do you not come forward and tell us what orders have I disobeyed? What matters was I insolent in?  You must be referring to your “order” to me to condemn, stop and silence the Opposition, and to move out of my office, because there are no other orders that I have disobeyed from day one of your arrival until today.  Stopping the Opposition and moving out from my office for malicious reasons do not fall under the category of priestly obedience.  I have explained both matters adequately at the proper place in this letter; I refer our dear readers to them.  Besides, why do you not silence the Opposition yourself instead of making me a sacrifice and a scapegoat for your own wrongdoings?

2.  The Bishop claims that I held meetings, installed people to instigate trouble against my superior and committed acts that were inconsistent with the holiness of priesthood.  First:  I have never held any meeting, and never installed any people to instigate trouble.  The Bishop knows very well where the Opposition meetings are held and who attends those meetings.  I challenge anyone who can produce the slightest evidence to substantiate these claims.  These accusations are the fruit of the imagination of the evil people who are very close to the Bishop.

            As for actions inconsistent with the holiness of priesthood, the Bishop knows very well to whom this applies, to him or to me.

3.  The Bishop says I have made myself equal to him!  Let me ask the Bishop, what made you imagine that I made myself equal to you?  I have never ever thought of making myself equal to my bishop.  However, if you consider me a competition, that is your problem.  In addition, do you not know that a priest can never be elevated to the bishopric rank in our Church?  Have I ever held a Cross in my right hand and a staff in my left hand, wore a “Qawoogh” on my head, or sat on your chair in the altar so that you thought I made myself an equal to you?  Have I ever blessed someone in your presence?  Have I ever sat on the chair of honor in banquets, meetings and get-togethers like you?  Did you not notice how I used to keep silent when you talked during our visits to the homes of the faithful, in our meetings and get-togethers giving you the chance to speak even if the question was directed to me personally?  Yes, I kept silent even when your answers were wrong, in respect to your rank, as is witnessed by hundreds of parishioners.  Would he who makes himself an equal to his bishop make himself a chauffeur to him, opening and closing the car door when he embarks and disembarks?  Not only that, but also he never waited for me to turn the engine of his car off and lock its doors so that we might enter the house or our visiting place together.  He would always go in alone without me as if I were his servant not his Archpriest.  Did you not notice my extreme respect to you on the holy altar as witnessed by all Church attendants?  In short, this claim is false, laughable and unacceptable in its totality.

4.  The Bishop claims that my actions violate our Church Constitution.  Let me ask the Bishop, who has violated the Constitution of our Church, he or I?  Had the Bishop had any respect to the Constitution, we would have never reached the situation we are in today.  Had the Constitution been observed justice would have prevailed in our Church.  He who has stabbed the Constitution in the heart has no right to accuse others of violating it, let alone that he is accusing an innocent, honest law-abiding and noble priest who has much respect to the Constitution, laws, rules and regulation of the Church.

5.  The Bishop claims that I refused to administer Holy Communion to some parishioners, which according to him, is indicative of spite against the parishioners.  First:  The Bishop knows very well that any priest has the full right to withhold Communion from anyone whom he believes to be unworthy of taking it.  Therefore, even if I did withhold Communion from some people, it is my right to do so, and I call upon our people to ask any religious authority on this matter.  Second:  I have never ever exercised this right ever since I was ordained up to this very moment.  The claim is baseless and false, fabricated and spread by the Bishop’s chief advisor and closest friend George Khouri for obvious reasons.  The Bishop is repeating what he hears from this character and from others without any scrutiny or investigation.  I have asked the Bishop and everyone who reiterated this naked lie to bring one person of those from whom I allegedly withheld Communion to testify, but until this moment, they failed to find one.  It is a cheap naked lie, indeed.  I ask the Bishop, why did he not investigate the matter at the time?  Why did he not send for me for inquiry and investigation?  Is the Bishop striving to excavate the distant past hoping to find a pretext to punish me as if he were looking for a precious jewel, but not finding any, and hence, being content with a false one?

            As for hate and grudge, these are not of my nature, and I urge the Bishop to go back to his conscience and see who holds grudges, he or I.  I am quite sure if he does so, he will find that it is he, who is full of grudge.

6.  The Bishop claims that I committed transgressions including translating his letter of warning from Syriac to Arabic and English.  I ask the Bishop, why is he considering my translating his warning letter a transgression?  Which law prohibits me from translating his letter of warning? Why does he not want me to translate this letter?  Is his warning letter a secret document?  If it is, why did he send copies to the priests of the Archdiocese?  Was he expecting that those priests would keep it secret and hide it from all, or perhaps he feared embarrassment because he knew he was not right in what he was doing?  It is my right to translate and make public any letter or document addressed to me unless the writer of the document requests to keep it confidential, and the Bishop never did so.  As for claiming that I gave copies to those who were trying to get my superior, it is not true.  I told people from all groups and factions about his warning letter, and our people have the right to know about such a grave matter, which concerns their pastor. 

7.  The Bishop talks about the mediation efforts of Fr. Hazail Sawmeh to bring peace.  I have talked about this matter in detail in the previous sections of this letter, please look pages 4 and 5.  As for the Bishop’s claim that I felt embarrassed about their peace efforts, let us clarify matters further, because the Bishop keeps repeating this:

            As I pointed out earlier, the Bishop has never had any feeling of love in his heart towards me.  He has never even liked me.  I have never seen him defending or protecting me or concerning himself with any of my affairs or interests.  I am sure he would have gotten rid of me soon after his arrival to this Archdiocese had he not felt that the vast majority of the parishioners supported me.  He was waiting for an opportunity to hurt me.  Based on this, he has been insisting that I stand on the altar, condemn the Opposition, and attack them so that I may stir their anger and resentment against me.  In this way, he would make me a party in the conflict instead of being neutral, and thus they would treat me as they treat him, and accuse me of being his partner in his wrongdoings, and defending untruth.  If that were to happen, he would have isolated me and then, gotten rid of me, for he would have had a strong pretext, that is, the majority of the congregation did not want me.  If he has dared and inflicted on me all this injustice when the vast majority of the congregation is supporting me, what would he have done had he seen that this majority had abandoned me?  In addition, how can he ask me to defend his wrongdoings?  Is this not contradictory to the mission of priesthood, which calls for supporting truth and renouncing untruth?  Is it not wrong to defend wrongdoing?  As for me, I will never attempt to judge someone who is higher in rank than I am.  The Bishop has a Superior to judge him, and there is the Holy Synod.  However, this does not mean that I should defend the wrongdoings of my superior.  This is exactly what I meant when I asked the Bishop not to put me in an embarrassing situation.  Nonetheless, I spoke from the altar defending his legitimacy and the sanctity of the Church, and calling for love.  However, the Bishop was not satisfied.  Had I submitted to his will and stood on the altar defending his wrongdoings he would have looked for other pretexts to get rid of me, for this has been his ultimate goal ever since he came to this Archdiocese.  For, this Bishop does not like educated, qualified and dedicated priests who have strong personality and independent freethinking.  Furthermore, he does not like priests who are loved and respected by their congregations and who have good reputation, for he considers them a threat to him.  He would feel very much annoyed and insecure in the presence of such priests around him.  Unfortunately, he considered me a threat and a competition to him, as he mentioned in his letter of suspension.  The Bishop likes priests who come from uneducated rural or village backgrounds, those who have no self-pride or dignity.  Yes, he likes those priests who blindly obey him even in transgression to God’s commandments, those whom he can dominate and control, and they treat him as lord and master.  They are the priests who measure praise and false glorification to him, and so they live out of his “goodness” and eat the crumbs that fall from the table of their lord and master. That is the reason why the Bishop had to work hard to get rid of me.

 

            The Bishop guesses that I probably wrote many of the writings that came out under the name of the Opposition and directed to the Supreme Head of the Church, what a guess!  The Bishop knows very well who writes for the Opposition, and that I did not write any of their writings, not even a word.  However, it pleases the Bishop to fasten on me false accusations that he may use them as pretexts to get rid of me, and to justify his matchless injustice and oppression against me. If the Bishop has any evidence that I wrote anything for the Opposition, let him produce it. 

8.  The most regrettable thing in the suspension letter is the Bishop’s claim that I told the two Parish Council members who came to visit me before the Bishop’s departure to Damascus that I was with the Opposition and that I would never leave them!  I have never seen in my entire life such a flagrant assault on truth.  As for me, I am prepared to take an oath that I never said such a thing.  The two parish council members are our dearly beloved John Kavak and Shabo Aydin.  I call upon all our dear readers to contact them for the sake of knowing the truth.  This claim of the Bishop is false.  It embraces malicious and disgraceful fabrication.  In addition, it has no relevance to the matter of suspending my services because the decision to suspend me had already been taken weeks before the two members of the Parish Council visited me.

9. Once again, the Bishop talks about translating letters from Syriac to English and Arabic for the benefit of the Opposition.  Let me ask the Bishop; are there any Syriac letters except those of his and the two letters from Bishop Julius Cicek and Fr. Gumush to the Parish Council?  I have already discussed the Bishop’s letters above.  Concerning the other two letters of Bishop Mor Julius Issa Cicek and Fr. Gumush, yes, I did translate them, but upon the request of the Vice President of the Parish Council, our dearly beloved John Kavak.  Bishop Clemis must have known about that, being the president of the Parish Council.  Furthermore, it was the Council members, who made the letters public and not I, therefore, his accusation is meaningless.

10. The Bishop claims that I am receiving in my house the “trouble makers” after their disturbing activities in the church on Sundays.  I am really astonished how the Bishop can bring up such a point in his letter!  First: The pastor’s house, just like the Archdiocese house, must be open to any visitor.  It is inconceivable that the pastor should shut the door of his house at the face of some visitors and open it for others no matter what their stands, opinions or inclinations were.  Second: Some relatives and friends have been visiting me on Sundays for years.  They are the very ones who come to visit me.  If some of them are members in the Opposition, that is their business and choice, and it does not concern me.  It is absolutely impossible and improper to expel guests from the house of a priest no matter what opinions they held.  For example, have I ever complained that the Bishop has been receiving almost daily in his residence those who have been conspiring against me openly at the presence of the Bishop and giving him wrong advices, which are destructive to him and to the church, and yet, the Bishop has been acting on their evil wishes?  I have never complained of this, because I believe the Archdiocese house should be open to all, as the priest’s house should be.  Therefore, raising such a point in his letter of suspension is totally irrelevant and rejected.  Furthermore, the Bishop and his conscienceless followers have been fabricating and spreading false stories such as participation of my wife and daughters in the demonstrations, and carrying banners against the Bishop and His Holiness the Patriarch.  How shameful! I have never thought that the Bishop’s followers could reach such a low status to invent such abhorrent lies.  All that it is that my daughter Urhoy saw, on her way to the Burbank Library, a crowed in front of the church, and she approached to see what the matter was.  She stood there for a few minutes speaking to a friend of hers, and then left for the Library.  This happened only once.  Look at these lies and judge yourselves, dear readers.  Nevertheless, suppose my daughter Urhoy did participate once in the demonstration without my knowledge can anyone blame her after what the Bishop has done to her father? 

11. The Bishop complains that I did not say “welcome back” to him on his return from Damascus in his last trip.  How could he expect me to do so when he treated me the worst treatment that a superior could offer his subordinate?  The Bishop had appointed me his vicar.  According to the norms, a superior must inform his vicar about his intention to travel so that his vicar may perform his duties such as seeing his superior off, welcoming him back, and more importantly, run the Archdiocese affairs in his absence.  The Bishop departed Los Angeles and came back without me knowing.  He did not inform me at all, not even through the secretary.  After I heard about his trip from outsiders, I asked the secretary several times about the schedule of his departure and return, she did not know.  The Bishop and his Council had broken relations with me for quite a long time.  Furthermore, I had learned that the Bishop was coming back from Damascus to suspend me.  In addition, I greeted the Bishop in the altar, after his return, and in the social hall saying to him “barekhmore” but he never responded.  Does he expect me, after all this, to say to him “welcome back?”  What does the Bishop think of me?  Does he consider me a lowly slave over whom he may tramp and treat me like trash, and yet I have to throw myself at his feet and raise to him praise, thanksgiving and magnification?  I know very well how to respect priestly orders.  No priest respects his superior more than I do in the whole world, but I do this within the limit of priestly services, and within transparency that is based on mutual respect, and not on humiliation and degradation, which are not acceptable at all.

12. The Bishop often talks about the “written confessions of Fr. Abjar Bahko.”  He claims that Fr. Bahko declared in his confessions that I encouraged him to abandon monastic life and break his monastic vows to start his work outside the church.  He claims also that I asked Fr. Abjar to bring me some files from his office in his absence.  The Bishop uses these as one of his pretexts to suspend my services.

            First: I have never instigated Fr. Abjar to leave monastic life or to break his vows.  Fr. Abjar wrote an open letter in October 2003 denying this allegation.  Copies of his letter are available.  I also have a copy of Fr. Abjar’s letter to His Holiness, and there is no mention of anything about this alleged instigation.  However, if there is another letter sent to His Holiness the Patriarch that I do no know about in which Fr. Abjar confesses something like this, he must have written it under coerce, threats, and pressure.  I do have a letter signed by Fr. Abjar in which he talks about such threats.  However, the whole matter is irrelevant to the subject of my suspension and certainly never justifies the decision to suspend me.  The whole world knows that the person who expelled Fr. Abjar from this church is Bishop Eugene Kaplan by the influence and reporting of his brother and his closest friend and “wise man of his Archdiocese” George Khouri.

            Second: Concerning the alleged request for obtaining some files from the Bishop’s office in his absence, I have this to say, first. I was in charge of the Archdiocese in the absence of the Bishop.  His Holiness the Patriarch confirmed this more than once assuring me that I had all the authorities of the Bishop.  As such, it was my duty and my right, if need be, to look into required files.  Therefore, I am not to be blamed at all if I did that.  Second. I assure everyone that I have never touched or looked at any of the files in The Bishop’s office, and I never stepped into his office, neither during his long absence nor in other absences of shorter durations.  I never even went close to his house.  However, there is one exception only: I needed holy chrism (mayroon), so I took three people with me to be witnesses.  They were the secretary, Fr. Abjar, and Mr. Abdo Maksoud, the caretaker.  I took them with me lest the Bishop’s brother would fasten false accusation on me, as he always does.  We knocked on the door, and sister Shmouni opened and lead us to where the holy mayroon was.  I picked up a bottle and left with my accompanying party.  This is the only time I entered the Bishop’s residence in his absence.

            As for the story of the files, I explained this to the Bishop many times, and the secretary of the Cathedral testified confirming the truth as I reported, but the Bishop likes to forget or pretends to forget my explanation for he needs pretexts to punish me.  The story is as follows:

            During the absence of the Bishop, some parishioners donated certain amount of money to the Sunday school fund.  They chose to place their donations in my trust.  However, I did not want to keep this money with me for obvious reasons.  I wanted to deposit it in the Sunday school account, so I asked the secretary and Fr. Abjar, as they were in charge of filing the Bishop’s documents, to find the Sunday school account number.  This is part of my duty as the Bishop’s vicar.  Nevertheless, they did not find it.  This is the whole story; anything more than this is baseless.  Most probably, the Bishop’s brother saw the secretary or Fr. Abjar looking for the Sunday school account number and his suspicious mind made him contact the Bishop and His Holiness the Patriarch accusing me of sending them in to fetch files from the Bishop’s office.  Alas!

13.  The Bishop claims that I said to his supporters, “The Bishop whom you brought betrayed you and misused your money.”  Certainly, it is not I who said this, but another priest.  I advise the Bishop to investigate this matter well before he fastens such baseless accusation on me, though trivial and not worthy of mentioning

14.  The Bishop writes about me in his defamation letter, which he sent to every household in the Archdiocese, “… and other transgressions that I do not want to mention here…”  The Bishop did not write this phrase in the suspension letter to me, although he saturated me with accusations. Why did he not do so?  Because he knew well there were no alleged “other transgressions”.  He also knew that he did not have any arrow left in his quiver to shoot me with, he ran out of ammunition.  By God, if I had any other transgression, no matter how small, he would have mentioned it.  Please, Your Eminence, tell us, what are those other transgressions?  They must be of the weaving of your imagination.  As for me, I can fill pages of your transgressions, be it behavioral, or those which violate the Constitution of the Church and its laws and regulations.  Do you not see that this talk of yours wholly applies to you?  In which affair of yours were you straight and honest seeking integrity and honesty?  Ever since you stepped into the Archdiocese house for the first time eight years ago until this day you have been taking crooked paths in all your dispensations.  After this, you want me to straighten my alleged crookedness!  Who is crooked among us, you or me?  Have you not resorted to obvious crooked paths in appointing a priest in my position and planned to ordain another ignoring hundreds of signatures submitted to you?  Have you not relied on only tens of signatures that you obtained from your few prejudiced followers to impart legitimacy to your actions and illegitimate dispensation?  Do you really believe that the glaring tricks of yours would fool us?  I can list tens, or rather hundreds of examples of your transgressions.  Is this the way a person clad in the robe of honorable priesthood who claims to be a man of God should behave?

            I ask God to forgive you, Your Eminence, for the injustice and tyranny you have inflicted on me.  How can you punish me, I the innocent, and you the burdened with guilt?  You pretend to have forgotten The Lord’s saying, “Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck out of your brother’s eye.” (Mat 7: 5). You might have thought that this verse does not apply to you because you do not consider me a brother in Christ but rather a slave!  Here I would like to remind you of St. Paul’s teaching, “…there is neither slave nor free…for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”  Do you not fear God when you make me a scapegoat?  Does your conscious not scold you, that is, if you have any conscience, when you invent pretexts and create side problems between you and me to divert attention away from your offenses?  You do all this to make people believe that the problem is between you and me when I have nothing whatsoever to do with your adventures, misappropriations, and transgressions.  Tell me, who deserves reckoning and punishment, you or me?  May be you think that bishops in our Church have “spiritual immunity” which parallels diplomatic immunity, no matter how serious their iniquities and transgressions are.  You may further think that the Constitution and ecclesiastical laws were written and passed for priests and deacons only; they do not apply to bishops.  How did your conscience consent to throw me into the streets after 18 years of dedicated service without any compensation and without holding any trial or proving any guilt?  How could your conscience accept to take such an unjust decision to suspend me indefinitely causing such an acute financial crisis for me and for innocent family who are in dire need of my financial support, being students?  I am sure you do not understand the gravity of the misfortune because you do not know the meaning of real fatherhood for you do not have children, and hence you do not comprehend the profundity of the disaster into which you threw me.  Besides, you are playing with millions of dollars, how can you feel with people like me who labor hard to make a living?  God alone is the One Who will see that justice is done.  He will certainly judge my and my children’s oppressors whoever they are and wherever they are.

THE “CHRISTIAN SPIRIT” OF BISHOP EUGENE KAPLAN AND OTHER CLERGYMEN IN OUR CHURCH

During the first six months of the suspension of my services, I attended the Holy Mass four times at St. George’s Church. I did not utter a word during the prayers.  I would leave the altar immediately at the conclusion of prayers and return home.  I never went to the social hall lest Bishop Kaplan would accuse me of instigating the people of St. George to revolt against him.

            In the evening of Sunday February 29, 2004, I went to St. George’s Church to attend the wedding ceremony of Husam Dorghalli son of our dearly beloved Dorghally Dorghally who had invited me to attend.  I stood in the altar as usual having, of course, no intention to participate in the service. About forty-five minutes later, Fr. Butros Roboz took me aside, and with the presence of Mr. Sauod Dorghally, told me that Bishop Kaplan threatened to suspend him if he let me participate in services at St. George’s Church. His statement astonished me, for I had never participated in any service neither at St. George’s nor at any other place.  He told me further that the Bishop told him that I should not wear the stole (the Hamnikho) while standing in the altar.  I asked Fr. Roboz, “What are you trying to tell me?  Do you want me to leave or stay?”  Fr. Roboz and Mr. Saoud Dorghalli looked at each other, then Fr. Roboz said, “You may stay this time”, then he added, “let us ask Mr. so…”  At that time, I realized that Fr. Roboz did not come to tell me this on his own, but someone had made him do so. This was confirmed to me later on.  I left the Church before the ceremony started and decided not to enter St. George’s Church again.

            On March 1, 2004, I traveled to Canada to give a lecture at the University of Toronto on St. James (Jacob) of Srough, a famous Doctor of our Church. The lecture was sponsored by the Canadian Society for Syriac Studies, which is affiliated with the said University.   My two brothers who reside in Toronto suggested that we hold the one-year memorial service for my departed mother on Sunday March 7 at St. Barsawmo Church in Toronto, which I was instrumental in founding it in 1974 and served it as pastor for two years.  Since I am suspended only in the Western Archdiocese of the USA, my brother Albert asked Fr. Issa Stephanos, pastor of St. Barsawmo Church, if it was possible for me to celebrate the Holy Mass on Sunday March 7 on my mother’s memorial day.  Fr. Stephanos said he would need permission from HE Bishop Afram Aboodi, the Patriarchal Vicar of Canada.  I did not understand why he would need such permission when he and Bishop Aboodi knew very well that I was suspended only in the Western Archdiocese of the USA.  Anyhow, Fr. Stephanos said he contacted Bishop Aboodi and the Bishop said that I needed a letter of approval from Bishop Kaplan; for Bishop Aboodi did not want to have problems with His Holiness the Patriarch!

            Imagine, dear brethren, a Syrian Archpriest who has served his Church for twenty years as pastor, quarter a century as deacon and many years in church organizations including Boards of Trustees is barred from celebrating the Holy Mass on his mother’s memorial day at the Church, which he himself founded and served as its pastor!!  This happens despite the fact that a tyrant, revengeful, hateful, sinful and a felon bishop suspended me, the innocent, unjustly, making me a scapegoat to save himself, and even as the suspension is only effective in the Western Archdiocese of the USA.  Not only this, but he also excommunicated twenty-two honest and ardent believers, an act that makes Christianity ashamed of.  It is for you, dear faithful brethren, to ponder the actions of this bishop and make a judgment.

            In case you are interested to know, Bishop Kaplan, after all that he did to me, has been complaining that I did not take his permission to travel to Canada!!!

FINANCIAL MATTERS

            I came to Los Angeles in January 1985, which is one year before I started my services at St. Ephraim Church, for an interview with the Board of Trustees and the parishioners.  After the Board and the people chose me to be their pastor, the Board offered me a monthly salary of only $2,000 to cover all living expenses including housing, with no provision for increase in the future, nor providing benefits such as health insurance coverage, social security tax and the like.  It was quite clear that this amount of money was not enough.  They then increased it to $2,500 whereas my request was $2,900 at least ($35,000/ year).  The Board did not grant my request, and I returned to my work overseas.

            In the period between January 1985 and January 1986, the late Bishop Mor Athanasius and some friends contacted me several times to persuade me to accept the Board’s offer ($2,500) with promises to review the situation later on.  Some Board members and others admitted that the salary offered was not enough to cover the cost of living in Los Angeles.  They promised to help me later on to enter into partnership with one of them to secure supplementary income to cover the deficit in the living expenses, and so I agreed.

            Two years passed after starting my service at St. Ephraim Church and those who promised me did nothing.  My financial loss reached $20,000.  I used the money from the sale of my house in Canada to cover the deficit.  Given this tough situation, I informed the late Bishop Mor Athanasius Y. Samuel and the Board of St. Ephraim of my intention to resign, and I gave them three months to find another priest.  The Board and the late Bishop met at my house in the evening of March 15, 1988.  In this meeting, the Bishop emphasized the necessity of increasing my salary.  The Board met in the evening of March 27, 1988 in the Church basement hall, and after adequate discussion, a committee was formed to meet with me to reach a financial agreement to be presented to the Board for approval.  The Committee consisted of Dr. Issa Shamonki, Mr. George Ghrair and Deacon Shukri Kutlo.  After reaching an agreement, the Committee called the Board for meeting to finalize the agreement.  The Board met in the evening of Tuesday May 17, 1988.  In addition to the Board members, five active parishioners who had attended the meeting of March 15, 1988 in my house were also present.  The following is the names of the attendants:

Board Members:  Dr. Issa Shamonki, Messrs:  Saliba Kallah, Pierre Khouri, Mousa Askar, George Ghrair, George Shamsi, Jacob Adam, Robert Tawil, the late Munir Peltekci, William Durghalli, Shukri Kutlo.

Attendants from Outside the Board:  Messrs:  Ghazi Fedail, Bassam Mechammel, Fahmi Mushmel, Naim Muochammel, And the late Mtanos Hawara.

I was also present in the meeting.

      The attendants (17 people) approved, after a lengthy discussion that lasted for more than 3 hours, a financial agreement.  This agreement was put down on paper and signed by the President and the Secretary of the Board of Trustees on January 11, 1990.

 

THE ALLEGED STORY OF MY OWNERSHIP OF “SEVERAL”

BUSINESSES AND STORES

            In 1988, I used what remained of my savings from the sale of my house in Canada, added to it loans presented to me by some friends, to enter into partnership with our dearly beloved Adwan Adwani, and purchase 50% interest in a store.  The friends who provided me with the loans assured me that the loans were interest free and that I could pay them back whenever I wished.  However, I was surprised that three of these friends asked their money back within a relatively short time.  Therefore, I had to borrow the required amount from some friends from overseas, and pay them back.

            In the first few years, the store generated a modest income, but soon the income started diminishing until it reached zero level in the later years.  Finally, I sold my share about 5 years ago, and since then I have no source of income whatsoever, except my salary from the Church.  I do not have any business or store or any kind of investment.  I call upon anyone interested to substantiate this information and investigate by contacting the concerned authorities for inquiry.

 

 

HARASSMENTS AND PROCRASTINATIONS OF PARISH COUNCILS IN PAYING MY FINANCIAL ENTITLEMENTS AFTER THE COMING OF

BISHOP EUGENE KAPLAN

            After 18 (eighteen) years of service to St. Ephraim Church, my salary in 2003 was less than $5,000 per month from a starting salary of $2,500 in 1986, with no increases in the first two years.  Boards of Trustees or Directors kept paying my financial entitlements according to the above-mentioned agreement, no less and no more.  However, after the arrival of Bishop Eugene Kaplan, the parish councils began procrastinating in payments and complaining that my entitlements were too high and resorting to other kinds of harassment as well.  Every year they would put my financial package to voting, after delaying payment for months, and after repeated reminding.  I remember once the Council was discussing my financial package once again as usual and in my presence, and the increase that year was only 1.9%, one member suggested making it a round figure of 2.0%.  One of the other members jumped, yelling, “1.9%, period.  Not a penny more!”

            For the last three years, the “permanent” Treasurer of the Church, Reda Hawara, intensified his campaign against me.  He kept complaining about my “very high” salary.  He found himself some susceptible members of the council who were ready to dance to his music, and they together started fabricating and spreading false information inflating my salary up to $12,000.  The Treasurer kept stalling payments of my entitlements, refusing, and delaying to pay the annual increases for months.  I would send him written reminders until he would bring the matter once again for voting.  The matter was repeatedly voted upon.  Two and a half years ago, the Parish Council called me for a long meeting instigated by the Treasurer Reda Hawara and his company, to discuss my financial package once again.  After a long and thorough discussion, it was decided to keep the package of 1990 as it was, and close the subject for good.  However, the Treasurer was not pleased.  When the increase was due in January 2003, he refused to pay.  I wrote him two letters to remind him.  He did not respond.  I complained to our dearly beloved John Kavak more than once, he promised to look into the matter.  Finally, after a delay of eight months, they paid me the increase, but up to this moment, they have not paid most of my entitlements for the year 2003.

            The Treasurer of the Church also kept complaining that my health insurance premium was too high and proposed to reduce it or cancel it altogether, as if I were the one who determined the premium.  He never complained when the premium was only about $200 per month for many years.  The Treasurer knows very well that health insurance premiums increase with increase in the cost of living and with age.  He wants to take way my health insurance because I got older, despite the fact that the Church Bylaws call for providing full health insurance coverage for the priest and his family, as mandatory.  The Treasurer Reda Hawara and his band want themselves to live luxuriously like kings in palaces and drive luxurious cars, but they want the priest to live in poverty, remain needy and humble stretching his hands to beg them and people like them for charity.  These people know very well that my salary is low in view of the high cost of living and qualifications, and in comparison with the salaries and benefits of priests in other Syrian and non-Syrian Churches of comparable or even smaller sizes.  They also know very well the level of my education, my spiritual, pastoral, scientific, religious and liturgical knowledge, managerial skills and my dedication and devotion.  Anyone in my position, qualification and experience would receive at least double my salary wherever he works.  They know, further, very well, what the needed monthly minimum amount of income is to cover living expenses.  However, when the Treasurer and his company lack conscience they do not hesitate to make my life and the life of my family miserable.  For when it comes to the pastor’s salary, they count the pennies, but for other people and other things, even the trivial ones, thousand and hundreds of thousands look quite cheap.  They always forget, or pretend to forget that the priest is the backbone of the Church and the basic driving force of its activities and affairs.  Some “wise” members of the Parish Council do not feel embarrassed to express pleasure of getting rid of me, for they say, they now can bring two or 3 priests for the price of one, as if they were buying merchandise from a 99 cent store!  For them, the priest can be bought and sold like any other commodity.  What a pity!  Alas! What an alarming ignorance!  What a shameful levels of thinking!  Quality for these people means nothing; spiritual education for their children has no value.  To them, the only thing of any value is the mighty Dollar, be it inside or outside the Church, or at their homes.

            The talk about my “high” salary does not come only from the above-mentioned prejudiced group, but also from Bishop Eugene Kaplan who often would complain about my “high” salary to his visitors including other bishops.  He would declare, “I would be content if they pay me as much as they pay to the priest.”  However, the Bishop forgets or rather pretends to forget that he receives free housing.  Yes, he forgets that the cost of renting a house equivalent to the one he is living in is $3,500-$4,000 per month let alone the cost of utilities and the like.  What he does not tell his visitors though is that the priest spends the greatest part of his salary on housing.

            I often told the boards and parish councils, “Provide me with housing and take half of my salary.”  In spite of the fact that the church owns two houses and that almost all churches worldwide generally provide housing to their pastors, no one seemed to be interested in my proposal, perhaps intentionally; they wanted my salary to look inflated.

            It is unfortunate and displeasure to mention here that when I came to Los Angeles to assume my duties in January 1986, there was no place for me to stay.  I had to stay in a hotel on Vermont Ave for 15 days on my own expense, and to look myself for a place to rent for my family without any help or assistance from the Board of Trustees headed by Paul Kolo.

            In conclusion, I thank everyone who took a portion of his precious time to read this letter despite its length.  I have tried to be brief as much as possible so that the reader may become aware of the plain facts and truth

            May God bless you and reward you benevolently, and grant you to remain always supporters of truth, justice, and fairness.

 

       

                                                                The Very Rev. Chorepiscopus Joseph Tarzi. Ph.D.

                                                                                           25 March, 2004